I feel betrayed, wretched jealousy will never leave me alone. But oh well, today was a great day, extremely great! I finally got to check the sociology class, this summer course that seems really easy and plus all my friends are in it. I went to check out my friend’s party set up and got a sweet sneak peak for tomorrow. My family came over and made me laugh. And now I’m done with my own Pocahontas costume, finally bought the fabric and sewed it up and everything. I’m so ready for tomorrow’s party, so for once the bad feelings will not overcome the good because you know well I’m tired of that shit.