I should be like her and thirst for freedom, and just be glad no psychopath is out to get me…I’m reading this book Intensity by Dean Koontz, real good by the way and well the Chyna chick is like my idol.
Anyways, that’s not the point of this post. I just can’t really explain my feelings right now. I have to keep reminding myself that there’s no reason for me to be sad. That I’m alright. Untouched and alive. I’m okay. I survived. I breathe. I’m okay. I should be happy. I’m okay.
I just wished I was sure of it, ‘cause I’m the world’s worst liar there is. My face tells it all and I just couldn’t handle people asking me why I looked so sad. I just don’t know. I’m okay. Tomorrow shall be better, and well that’s all I’m gonna blog today since I better work and take a nap. Meditation~
bye you guys, love you♥